[RapeMan]

Having entered the university to the city the Eagle, I have gone there to study. The feeling of freedom from parental guardianship has made me conceited. I have got acquainted with devchonkamiodnogruppnitsa. Began to walk together. Then it was difficult to distinguish, good it is little girls or bad. Sometimes it seemed to me that they, and together with them and I, we behave too provocatively and dissolutely. There with them I have learned to drink vodka and to communicate coquettishly with an opposite sex in independence of age.

It was pleasant to feel that I am pleasant to guys and men. To me it was cheerful with my new girlfriends. We several times a week went to a disco to the bar. And from there one never came back – constantly with new familiar men.

However, after that I was brought most often home, to the rental apartment, and girlfriends went to have a good time further. And I in it bad saw nothing.

Naive. I trusted little girls who told that they just communicate with all these guys and anything else! Several times I also got on a visit to unfamiliar and there really nothing occurred, except wine and pleasant talk. As "girlfriends" admitted then, I had a sobering effect on them. But once we late came back from a party. Money for a taxi wasn't, and we, as usual, have decided to catch the car and to sweep on a night Eagle a little. Two guys on "eight" have stopped (because it two-door, it is called still "a trap for girls" as, if something happens, not to get out of her). We have got into the car. One of girlfriends was taken to the house. She was lucky. We remained four together: I with other girlfriend and two guys. They have decided to give a ride a little us, and we have agreed. When have understood that we somewhere not there are carried, was already late. One guy has violently taken away the girlfriend in the wood, and another began to stick to me. I was a virgin, but he hasn't believed me. I cried, begged him not to touch me. I tried to escape, but nothing left. It has occurred. Roughly and terribly.

He has raped me and was surprised when he has understood that he was the first. Then I have brought home. In militia I didn't begin to declare. It was a shame. Itself is guilty. I led an unworthy life, it is a pity, I have understood it too late. For me it was the big psychological trauma … The girlfriend has overslept with other guy too, but as then it has appeared, for her it was a commonplace. More I didn't communicate with her. Then I within two months was treated for clamidiosis.