I know this will sound very odd but my boyfriend and I have a sexual fantasy where I am in a deep sleep, completely out and will have no recollection of what happened as he has sex with me, and we will watch it together on video when I wake up. I know that sounds crazy... But we don't know much about what it would take to accomplish, we've done a little research. I don't want to die or anything LOL but just be completely unconscious for at least an hour. We have medical marijuana, hydroxyzine, benadryl, dramamine, trazodone, and a few other medications. We would prefer to not have to take alcohol but if necessary a small amount of vodka would be okay. Does anyone have any advice for us please?